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Soul


My soul lies inside me
Empty it seems...
My thoughts are dividing
And I don't know what it means

Could it be my world's collapsing?
Could it be my soul is dead?
Could it be my fears are winning
this battle in my head?

This war in me is tearing me
to millions of pieces and shards
All the blinding hate in me
is eating away at my heart

Could it be my faith is lapsing?
Could all my hope be dead?
Could all these feelings be trying
to put nightmares in my head?

What does it mean? What does it mean?
I can't take all the pressure anymore
I'm trying so hard not to scream
Why would someone close to me start my war?

Could it be my life is useless?
Could it be my heart is dead?
Could it be my love that's started
all this mayhem in my head?

I look into the mirror
And don't recognize my face
"I'm trying not to fear her." I think
As I turn to leave this place

Could it be my trust is dying?
Could it be my love is dead?
Could it be my ignorance
that put these thoughts into my head?

I don't know why he would betray me
But now I'm glad, so glad, he's gone
I can't believe he'd hurt me
But now I can move on

Could that be my hope that's flying
on angel's wings above my head?
Could that be all my love returning
the tranquil dreams to me in bed?

Now that the war is over
And all the smoke has cleared
A gentle hand touches my cheek
And wipes away all my tears

Could that be my angel
killing all my fears?
Could it be my destiny
to shed only happy tears?

Now all that's left for me to do
Is thank this angel I see
All I can do is say how much I love him
For taking such good care of me

Could this be the end of my pain?
Is there finally a stop to the rain?
I believe now that we all have an angel
You just have to reach out and find them